Wednesday, October 27, 2010

From my first lesson to the present

 Shorter heel Yuechuan Yue, voice getting lower and lower, and the passion has disappeared more and more.

This should not be a teacher should have a state, but now I'm really weak.

tired! The face of this hard and fast life! !

remember this practice when the instructor said once, when the teacher is most in need of care to overcome all their passion, vision and ambition edges and corners are a little bit lost, until it became a teaching and educating the machine. I now feel this negative state of erosion, but how to resist this difficult to change the environment is my biggest concern. Not really not like the occupation, on the contrary, this is a child dreaming of the three feet to board the platform, a small child when the teacher is my greatest pleasure and the ideal, a small blackboard, a few stolen from the classroom chalk I was a child carrier of the most pure desire. All that time, the desire is simply the best.

only in this environment, the process is no longer a good experience, but a symbolic tasks like work. This is assigned to each graduate school supply mission, and calling them: For the truly good teachers, we do not have any of the domination and control. I can only teach mechanical things they should learn, machinery of preparation classes, the arrangement of mechanical work needs to be done ..... As for what they really learn, what kind of life you want, I can not interfere, because I understand they want, I do not give. A classroom, a blackboard,Discount UGG boots, a few chalk, want to give all the universities they want to dream, this is a work could not do, it is you want them to see the beauty of the English alphabet by Western culture, to appreciate the colorful American literature, taste the different taste between cultures thousands of Subway, this war of words alone is not enough, this way, so I am very tired, very tired students.

In fact, I should also admit that part from his own selfishness. I'm selfish worrying about the future can not find a choice of direction. Thesis no clue now, the future career choice, to the future is a big question mark. However, have to spend most of their time teaching in the noncombustible ashes, the spirit of a responsible attitude to them, in limited circumstances,cheap UGG boots, conditions,UGG boots clearance, bit by bit around the textbook to teach them to master the exam content, for maximum the completion of the teaching task. Want to do well, but always top-heavy, fail to achieve the aspirations, as have different hard and worry too much worry too much trouble, do not know where to put on their own position, can not find a together the right location, a suitable way of liberation. The eyes of students eager to lead and perfunctory tone press, their future pointless, let me embarrassed me even more painful.

suddenly wanted to stop and deal one by one, as before, simply imagine teaching and learning, at least there will be a little small sense of accomplishment. This role of the teacher,bailey UGG boots, if not be good enough, I'd rather not. People say I'm too perfectionist, so inevitably bear the life of a small sense of failure. Also, if you can as they say, do you have to do, as to hear their school not to learn something of their own, do not expect too much for them, and do not ask them too much, then go for what, anyway not related to their work related to money. This seems to vindicate some of their own, but yet not fair to students, and Libra's me, life for himself in the debate, all in the balance for this tangled and hard at both ends.

had always been the dream of high-heeled shoes, and today finally came to understand and put it in addition to more beautiful and noble is hard.

when the teacher is very hard to realize their value when a teacher can be more difficult.

off high heels, we are the same; put it, we see the world different. However, at the foot of each pair of high heels are suitably dressed, only you know.

is a woman may be the foot of the beautiful mature high heels and fascination, fascinating, but difficult to manage. 

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