Monday, April 25, 2011

80 thirteen kinds of deepest loneliness

(Figure 1) 1. alone, wandering the streets, watching the crowds on the streets, laughing in the face to those who are not belong to you, you're just a passer, what can not take it, what can remain high, no matter how busy, no matter how prosperous, but more and more off your all alone in the crowd, raised his head in silence you can not find a familiar face ... ...


(Figure 2) 2. a man curled up in bed, unable to sleep, his mind thinking about the problem somehow, dark like a huge spider's web, including your parcel, a thick blanket, you feel cold, from under the pillow took out his cell phone, only to find you do not know who to call, so helpless and back into the pillow, your head indent the quilt and gently hugged his knees, like a little child to hold their own, then to not be cold, right ... ...


(Figure 3) 3. you hate some people, some things, and even hate the world, and you always think, why you, why take all the pain must be you, you just want to be an ordinary child , happy to have completed their childhood, reading, looking for work, love ... ...
, however, so common in all, for you, but so hard ... ...
you feel seem to have a pair of eyes behind, with irony
smile at you and then, shaking his head, and walked away ... ...


(Figure 4) 4. facing the computer in a daze, has gradually made around the coffee cold, headphones rolling out melodious music, this time, has been in the morning, you do not know when it becomes like this, like a burrowing animals in general, do not want to hide from their own nest. When will the sun began to fear the outside, and do go out, those who face the door, you think they do not even have a computer you that warm and sometimes cold Taiwan, virtual worlds, are far better than the real world beautiful ... ...
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(Figure 5) 5. you against the window, through the misty rain, quietly watching this strange city, you do not know how long to stay here, you do not know what you will meet people, do not do not know what you will leave the memories ... ... point of a cigarette, smoke-filled, you touched upon the quiet microphone to enjoy this moment of silence. Let him past all over it, from now on, you have to learn to recognize unfamiliar, do strange things, too strange life ... ... alone in a foreign land for the stranger ... ...


(Figure 6) 6. you get used to one school a stroll through the aisle to get started in my pocket, no goal, no end, you just want to go step by step so that, up to his exhausted up. You learn that belongs only to a person's time, thinking alone solve some problems, regardless of your conclusion is right or wrong, are no longer important ... ... you are busy looking at the playground, mouth, gently rising with a smile sunset, you pull a long shadow ... ...


(Figure 7) 7. your dreams to see her / him to leave, crying woke up from a dream, watching the empty room, you walk quietly face the stage, look in the mirror, his pale The haggard face, the moment you burst into tears ... ...


(Figure 8) 8. you get up early in the morning, empty house, you give yourself a glass of hot milk, Oh sitting in the balcony with the warm heat on the sofa, flipping through a thick book next. Winter and warm lazy sun shines on the quiet and serene around your body unconsciously, you once again fall asleep, snoring softly, like a Lanmao


(Figure 9) 9. you have been basking in the memories, do not want to wake up
and friends before you think of the scene, it will remind you a little laugh some of the previous
embarrassing, it will slightly blush
you think of some of the previous frustration, it will softly sigh
you think she will be the wearer to bite the lower lip
you afraid you cry out loud ... ... ... ...



(Figure 10) 10. your point of a beer in the bar, listening to loud music, watching the dance floor, writhing crowd, you hit or miss expression, cold beer, has been cool from the esophagus to the stomach, you moan softly ... ... and then, with the dazzling lights, foot tapping gently on stage ... ... bar, your back like a stone ... ...


(Figure 11) 11. Society no longer cry, and learn not to disclose their feelings, they say you cold, you just smile
in there, you know, there is no need trying to let others know you know me as my
share those concerns, I do not know who said that I want anything else I can not solve any problems
tears, will bring a lot of things
noisy, we can move, but not tears
letting their feelings for once, fear will their crying


(Figure 12) 12. attend a party, drank a lot, but it has not drunk
microphone with a pair of eyes to see the world, Guangguai the land from the
tell yourself that you alone to enjoy the feeling
washstand, poured cold water on the face, and then look in the mirror one giggle
drunk ... ... the world is so beautiful ... ...


(Figure 13) 13. silently in love with her / him, but dared not tarnish the feelings, kept it quiet treasure, no matter how much she's arrogant, no matter how unreasonable her, no matter how much she makes you mad at times, You have been to her
you know you can not give her anything, you know the cruel reality than love, you know, so you can give what she wants, you only with love her ... ...
Finally, when you find her courage to find every possible corner of her, want to understand everything she said, they found her mother's side, to let her have a happy people do not love her There are many reasons, the reasons for her love no longer exists ... ... ... ...







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